Ok, well my day is looking up now. Right as I was writing Joe the letter saying I’m leaving, the meeting everyone was in got out. So there was no way I could leave without confronting him.

 

So I stayed put for a second, and looked up the health insurance quotes all by myself (I hope I did it right. I have no idea how old the kid is). Then Mike walked up to me and asked if I could help him out. I said, I wouldn’t mind, but it was up to Joe, so he asked Joe apparently, and Joe said yes. So I did 4 new accounts for him, and figured out something new that I’d never done before. So I was busy, and now know how to do REITS. That’s kick fucking ass.

 

Apparently where David is, at work, it’s really hot. I’m freezing my ass off in this office. So I’m purposly making my water warm by mixing in scalding water, but it’s nearly melting the bottle before I can put the room temp water in. Whatever though, at least I don’t have goose bumps.

 

I just wish the temp would stay the same in here, and not constantly switch, it’s so annoying.

 

And I have an AC sort of thing right next to my desk, and I put it to 80, but it doesn’t seem to do anything, because the AC is still constantly on.

 

David and I cuddled last night, and ended up having sex. But it wasn’t really having sex, I honestly saw it as making love. I have never really done that before. He played with me for so long, and we made love in this caring, gentle way. I loved it.

 

I hope this Nuvaring works. He’s cum in me, I think 3 times? I just hope it works, because I can’t have a baby. Though I would love it if I did. Of course I would. It would fulfill my dream.

 

But then I would just be another one of my dad’s kids that didn’t do it right.

 

Oh, I’m getting my tattoo on Sunday at 3. I’m very nervous. I need to get a picture of my dad’s face before then!! I really hope I can, because I don’t want to use that other picture.

 

I wish I could do it off a picture I already have, but I don’t know if that’s going to be possible. Whatever. I’ll try to get the pic on Saturday or Sunday. I just hope I can get it in time.

 

I want another one of those Redline energy drinks, that was kick ass.

 

I really don’t want to deal with Missy tomorrow, but I guess I can try to make the best of it…don’t know how, but I will.

 

“Are you one of those Abercrombie models too?” Fucking snobby bitch isn’t she?

 

I wonder if she’s jealous. It’s totally a possibility. She seems to be the kind of person that needs a lot of attention, since she says her shit about rehab and everything, and has all this stuff to talk about.

 

I wonder if she can see herself from the outside?

 

I have the Mustang again. I love it. I really like the attention I get in it too. But with David, I don’t really want to pick up other guys, I just feel flattered when they notice me, but I would never pursue it.

 

AAHHHH. I feel so much better, all the water and peeing, I feel refreshed. I still have 30 minutes left till I can leave, but I don’t know what to do for that long, since I finished everything for Mike already. I did that stuff so fast! I did 4 new accounts and orders in only about an an hour and a half. Which normally, one new account and order would take an hour alone.

 

It’s because Mike is so thorough. He presents me with everything I need, and there is no guess work! I love it!

 

Ok, well I have to pee again.